The sun was sinking into the sea, painting the water orange and gold, when
the young student climbed up onto the rocks beside his teacher.
The old sage Yajnavalkya sat very still, watching the waves come in and roll
back, come in and roll back. The boy had been working up his courage all
day, and now, with the evening soft around them, he finally asked his great
question.
"Teacher," he said, "you keep speaking of Brahman — the truth behind
everything, the thing that, if I knew it, would make me free of death
forever. Tell me plainly. What IS it? Show it to me."
Yajnavalkya smiled and picked up a smooth grey pebble. "Is Brahman this
stone?"
The boy reached for it eagerly. "Yes! Show me — is that it?"
"No," said the sage, and set the pebble down. "Not this."
He pointed to the vast, glowing sea. "Is it the ocean, then? So big, so
deep?"
"It must be!" said the boy.
"No," said Yajnavalkya gently. "Not that either. The ocean has edges. It
began once and will one day dry. Brahman has no beginning and no end."
The boy frowned. "Then is it the sky? The fire of the setting sun? The wind?"
"No, no, and no," said the sage. "Not the sky, not the fire, not the wind."
The boy threw up his hands. "But Teacher, then it's nothing! If it isn't any
of these things, it doesn't exist at all!"
"Ah," said Yajnavalkya, and his eyes shone. "Now we are getting somewhere.
It is not any thing you can point to — so we cannot simply say 'it exists'
the way the pebble exists. But it is not nothing, either — for it is the
very truth that holds up the pebble, the sea, the sky, and you. It is not a
'this.' It is not a 'that.' It is closer than your own breath and vaster
than the sky, and it had no beginning at all."
The boy sat quiet for a long time, watching the last light fade. He did not
fully understand. But for the first time he felt the edge of something
enormous — something that no word could hold, and that no death could ever
touch.