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Chapter 15 · Verse 5
🪈 Krishna speaks
Kalamkari-style painting of a house smelling of cardboard and old rose water as a grandmother's belongings are packed away, illustrating freedom from pride, confusion, and attachment.

निर्मानमोहा जितसङ्गदोषा अध्यात्मनित्या विनिवृत्तकामाः। द्वन्द्वैर्विमुक्ताः सुखदुःखसंज्ञैर्गच्छन्त्यमूढाः पदमव्ययं तत्॥

nirmānamohā jitasaṅgadoṣā adhyātmanityā vinivṛttakāmāḥ | dvandvairvimuktāḥ sukhaduḥkhasaṁjñairgacchantyamūḍhāḥ padamavyayaṁ tat ||

Word by Word 12 words
निर्मानमोहाः
nir without māna pride, self-importance moha delusion

free from pride and delusion

जितसङ्गदोषाः
jita conquered saṅga attachment doṣa fault, flaw

having conquered the flaw of attachment

अध्यात्मनित्याः
adhyātma the inner Self nitya always, constantly

always dwelling in the Self

विनिवृत्तकामाः
vi completely ni away vṛt to turn kāma desire

with desires completely turned away

द्वन्द्वैः
dvandva pair of opposites

from the pairs of opposites

विमुक्ताः
vi fully muc to release, to free

completely liberated

सुखदुःखसंज्ञैः
sukha pleasure duḥkha pain saṁjñā named, known as

known as pleasure and pain

गच्छन्ति
gam to go, to reach

they go, they reach

अमूढाः
a not mūḍha deluded, confused

undeluded, clear-seeing

पदम्
pad abode, state

the abode, the state

अव्ययम्
a not vi away aya going

imperishable, unchanging

तत्
tad that

that

Those who are free from pride and confusion, who have conquered the pull of attachment, who stay connected to their inner Self, and who have let go of cravings — they are no longer tossed back and forth by pleasure and pain. These clear-eyed people reach the eternal, unchanging home.

कथा

Nani's Last Box

An original story

The house smelled of cardboard and old rose water.

Meera stood in the doorway of her Nani's bedroom, watching Tara fold a silk sari — peacock blue with a gold border — and place it in a cardboard box marked DONATE in black marker. It was the third box Nani had filled that morning. The first held books: poetry by Kabir, a dog-eared Ramayana, three murder mysteries. The second held kitchen things — the brass mortar and pestle that had ground garam masala for forty years, the pressure cooker that whistled like a train.

"Nani, not the blue sari," Meera said. "You wore it to every Diwali. You said Nana loved you in that one."

Tara smoothed the fabric one more time. Her hands were thin, the veins showing like rivers on a map. "He did," she said. "And now someone else will look beautiful in it."

Nani was moving from the big house on MG Road — the house with the jasmine vine and the swing on the terrace — to a two-room flat near the temple. She was seventy-three. She was choosing to go smaller.

"But why?" Meera asked for the fourth time that week.

Tara sat on the bed and patted the space beside her. Meera sat. The mattress sank in the middle the way it always had.

"Meera-bird," Tara said. "When your Nana died, I held on to everything. His radio, his reading glasses, his old chappals. I thought if I kept them, I could keep him." She paused. "But things are not people. Keeping things did not stop the missing."

She picked up the radio from the nightstand — a boxy transistor with a cracked dial. "This radio does not contain your Nana. He is here." She touched her chest. "And here." She tapped Meera's forehead gently. "In every story I have told you, in the way you laugh exactly like he did, in the chai you make too sweet — just the way he liked it."

She set the radio in the box.

"I am not losing things, Meera. I am putting them down. A bird does not lose the ground when it flies. It simply stops standing on it."

Meera stared at the three boxes. Books, kitchen, clothes. A whole life folded and stacked and ready to go. It should have felt sad. But Nani's face — lined and brown and lit from somewhere behind the eyes — did not look sad. She looked like someone who had set down a heavy suitcase after a very long walk.

"Are you scared?" Meera whispered.

"No." Tara smiled. "I am light."

That evening, Meera and Nani sat on the empty terrace with two cups of chai. The jasmine vine was still blooming. The sky turned pink, then orange, then the deep blue-black of a peacock sari.

Meera looked at Nani, sipping chai on the bare terrace, needing nothing, afraid of nothing.

She thought: this is what it looks like.

चिन्तनम्

Is there something you own that you love a lot? If you had to give it away, what would stay with you even after it was gone?