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Chapter 11 · Verse 46
🏹 Arjuna speaks
Illustration for Chapter 11, Verse 46

किरीटिनं गदिनं चक्रहस्तमिच्छामि त्वां द्रष्टुमहं तथैव। तेनैव रूपेण चतुर्भुजेन सहस्रबाहो भव विश्वमूर्ते॥

kirīṭinaṁ gadinaṁ cakrahastamicchāmi tvāṁ draṣṭumahaṁ tathaiva | tenaiva rūpeṇa caturbhujena sahasrabāho bhava viśvamūrte ||

Word by Word 15 words
किरीटिनम्
kirīṭa crown, diadem in having

wearing a crown, crowned

गदिनम्
gadā mace in having

bearing a mace

चक्रहस्तम्
cakra discus, wheel hasta hand

with the discus in hand

इच्छामि
iṣ to wish, to desire

I wish, I long

त्वाम्
tvad you

you

द्रष्टुम्
dṛś to see

to see

अहम्
aham I

I

तथा
tathā so, thus

in that way, just so

एव
eva only, very

exactly, the very same

तेन
tad that

by that, with that

रूपेण
rūp form, shape

with the form

चतुर्भुजेन
catur four bhuja arm

with four arms

सहस्रबाहो
sahasra thousand bāhu arm

O thousand-armed one

भव
bhū to become, to be

become, be

विश्वमूर्ते
viśva all, universe mūrti form, body

O one whose body is the universe, O universal form

says: I long to see you just as you were before: wearing your crown, holding your mace, with the discus in your hand. O thousand-armed Lord whose body is the whole universe, please take on that gentle four-armed shape again, the one I know and love.

कथा

The Shape He Loved

An original story

closed his eyes against the blaze and tried to remember.

He pictured the form of he had always loved — not endless and terrifying, but a shape a heart could hold. The tall crown catching the light. The mace resting easily in one strong hand. The bright spinning discus in another. Four arms, not a thousand; a face you could look at without being burned; eyes that met yours and stayed.

"That," he breathed. "Let me see *that* again."

He remembered how, as a child, he had loved certain pictures of God — small enough to keep beside his bed, kind enough to talk to in the dark. The vast cosmic form was true, gloriously true; but it was like trying to hug the whole sky. What his heart wanted was the friend who could fit in a doorway and walk in and sit down beside him.

"O thousand-armed one," he said to the towering vision, "you who hold every world inside your body — I have seen your greatness, and I will never forget it. But please, fold all that vastness back into the shape I know. The crown. The mace. The discus. The four kind arms. Become that for me again."

He was not asking God to be smaller. He understood now that the gentle form and the cosmic form were the very same Lord, the way the same ocean can be a single cupped handful of water you lift to your lips, or the whole crashing sea that reaches past the horizon. He had drunk from the sea. Now he wanted the handful.

"Take that form," asked softly, "and I will be able to breathe again."

And the great light, hearing him, began — slowly, gently — to gather itself in.

चिन्तनम्

Is there a picture or a small statue that helps you feel close to something big and important? Why is it sometimes easier to love something when it comes in a shape we can hold?