"Gudakesha," Krishna said — using the name that meant *conqueror of sleep*,
for Arjuna could go without rest longer than any other warrior. "Before I
name the mountains and rivers and stars, hear the truest glory of all. I am
the Self seated in the heart of every being that lives. And I am their
beginning, their middle, and their end."
Arjuna looked out across the field of Kurukshetra.
He saw his own army first. There was Bhima, his huge brother, leaning on
his mace. There was young Abhimanyu, his son, bright-eyed and eager. There
were the foot soldiers, the charioteers, the elephant-riders — thousands of
men who would fight beside him.
Then, slowly, he turned his head and looked across the empty ground to the
other side. And there stood the people he had come to fight.
Grandfather Bhishma, white-haired, the gentlest man he had ever known.
Drona, his own teacher, who had placed the first bow in his hands. His
cousins, the sons of Dhritarashtra, with whom he had played as a child. He
knew their faces too. He had eaten with them, laughed with them, grown up
among them.
And now Krishna was telling him that the very same Self — the same living
light — sat inside every one of them. Inside Bhima and inside Bhishma.
Inside his son and inside his enemy. Inside the proudest king and inside
the smallest soldier holding a spear with shaking hands.
Arjuna's eyes moved from face to face across both armies, and for a
trembling moment the two sides did not look so different. The same breath
rose and fell in every chest. The same hidden spark looked out from every
pair of eyes. Friend and foe, brave and afraid — the deepest part of each
of them was one and the same.
"The beginning, the middle, and the end," Krishna had said. Every person on
that field had come from the One, was held by the One, and would return to
the One.
It did not make the coming battle easy. But it changed something in how
Arjuna saw the men around him — as if a veil had thinned, and a single
light shone through ten thousand small windows.