King Rahugana of Sindhu was in a hurry.
His palanquin — a gilded litter carried by four bearers — was
rushing through the forests of the western coast. He had questions
about dharma, about the Self, and he wanted answers the way a
thirsty man wants water: urgently, now.
But the palanquin was lurching. The fourth bearer — pressed into
service that morning — kept breaking stride, stopping to avoid
stepping on ants, veering sideways to let a beetle pass. He walked
with a strange, dreamy care, as though the forest floor were
sacred ground.
"Why can't you keep pace?" Rahugana shouted from behind the silk
curtain. "Are you weak? Are you lazy? Walk properly!"
The bearer said nothing. He walked on, still stopping for ants.
Rahugana pulled the curtain aside and looked at the man. He was
young — or seemed young — with matted hair, a body smeared with
dust, and eyes that did not belong to a palanquin bearer. They
were steady, luminous, and completely untroubled. They were the
eyes of someone who was looking at something the king could not
see.
"Who are you?" Rahugana demanded.
The bearer smiled. "My name is Jadabharata. I was a king once.
Before that, a deer. Before that, a sage. The Self that carried
those bodies now carries your palanquin. It is not tired."
Rahugana stared. Something in the man's voice — a depth, a
stillness, like a well with no bottom — made him climb down from
the palanquin and stand in the dirt road.
"The world you see," Jadabharata said, gesturing at the forest,
the road, the palanquin, the king's jeweled hands, "this is what
everyone is awake to. Wealth, power, the road and the hurry. But
it is a dream, O King — vivid, compelling, but a dream. And
while you dream it, you sleep through the one reality that matters."
"What reality?"
"The Self. Brahman. The awareness that is looking through your
eyes right now — the same awareness that looks through the ant's
eyes, and the deer's, and mine. Everyone is awake to the world
of names and forms. The sage is awake to what lies behind them.
What all beings call day — the chase, the hurry, the wanting —
that is the sage's night. And what all beings sleep through — the
silent, infinite Self — that is where the sage is awake."
Rahugana lowered himself to the ground, folding his royal robes
beneath his knees, and touched Jadabharata's dusty feet.
"Teach me," he said.
Jadabharata picked up an ant that was crossing the road and
placed it gently on a leaf. "I just did," he said. "Were you
awake?"
The forest was still. And the king, who had been in such a hurry,
found that the thing he had been racing toward had been standing
right beside him the whole time, carrying his palanquin, stopping
for ants.